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okay, so, confession time.

as it turns out i am completely smitten with someone right now, and a few of my followers actually know him which is cool and also tricky because it means no naming (though i did slip once while drunk and had to edit the next morning)…

the great news is, he likes me back and he likes me back a lot.

the horrible news is, he lives on the opposite side of the continent and we’ve already had our little serious discussion and we both know this never plays out as an official type thing in the end.

that said, i can’t help but hold him close to my heart… he is a blessing in my life, sweeter and kinder to me than any man has been, wonderful… just… an angel…

and i know that most people might not ever even have the things he says to me said to them in their lifetime… i am called gorgeous and sweet and perfect so often that i can’t help but love myself more and more each day… but i also grow to care for him more and more each day, and that will probably not end all that well for me, as this can never be anything permanent…

regardless, i know i can’t let go. i do not have that strength and i never will.  he is too precious, too lovely, too mine… he is in my heart forever and that can never change.  

i care for him and he cares for me, and for now i cannot care about the situation beyond that…

just know, that if i were granted a miracle in my life, it would be to keep you.

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